What do you think when you read that word? Complete. You finished something, checked everything off your list, closed the book on the last page of the last chapter.
The dictionary definition reads:
When Christ hung and died on the Cross, it was done. He even said so – It is Finished. Or, was it? No. On the third day, He arose from the Grave. Without His resurrection, Christ’s work on the cross was not complete. There was more to be done.
The folks at Aqua-Hut were amazing. They understood why I was there, gave fantastic instructions, encouraged me, and knew I could do it.
But. Mid-spring came and I began to feel like going was not in my wheel house. Don’t get me wrong, I love the water, I loved what being under the water brought to my soul, my body and my mind. However, I was feeling this isn’t ‘for’ me. For several months, I felt guilty about not going. This wasn’t my money. This was from donations; therefore, I knew I had to ‘complete’ my classes and get certified.
Summer? was a blur. Busy doesn’t define it for me, I kept saying, I’ll go back ‘tomorrow’. We all know tomorrow never comes – unless, of course, you are Scarlett O’Hara.
Fall came. My life was changing, my desires were changing, my ‘list’ was changing. My ‘list’ became hiking, kayaking, backpacking, climbing a mountain. That, my friends, is not scuba diving!
BUT. The story isn’t over. The lessons I did take, the things I did learn, were not so much about scuba, but, about me. My lessons were complete. At least, those lessons. Did I complete my certification? No. Yet, I’m okay with that. I did complete that chapter. My book isn’t done being written yet, but, Scuba completed what I needed. I grew and stretched in personal, emotional, and spiritual ways I didn’t even know possible. My fire, once smoldering, has been re-kindled.
Maybe you are not sure what sparks you, I’d encourage you to go find out! I’d also encourage you to not be disappointed in yourself if ‘complete’ looks different than the dictionary definition.
If you ask me, did you ‘complete’ your scuba? My answer will be most assuredly, YES!